I knew you would be back
Just like clockwork tick tock and right on time
I try to forget about you since you remind
me of happier times, now your just a reminder that life just didn’t work out
the way it should have and when I wake up that morning alone, empty and unloved.
Your just a reminder that life handed me lemons and I’m making the lemonade as fast as I can. Some days it feels like the juicer is broke
The days are shorter, the nights are colder, my energy diminished. I want to run home and turn on the heater full blast and curl up in a fetal position and forget about you.
I don’t know if I am embarrassed or ashamed or a little of both that my life turned out this way
Is it ok not to like Christmas?
