After the rejection comes the anger, at one point you have to just let go, I feel tonight things just slipping from my body and I am letting go of the hurt from previous failed relationships and it feels kind of good. I needed, wanted to write this down, I had to find my blog website, my handle, my log on to share my expericnese so I hopefully one day will look at this and realize I just grew a little bit tonight as a person.
I forgive John for breaking my heart twice (how is that even possible). I forget Sonja for a rocking end to a 20 year friendship.
The key question is..when will I forgive myself. When will I untrap myself and forcefully, powerfully, authentically move forward with my life with little dough or troubles.
Time will tell, until then...Que Sera Sera
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xZbKHDPPrrc
5-27-2016
