Miscellaneous

I am the miscellaneous family member

I am the miscellaneous friend

I am the miscellaneous aging gentlemen

Who feels his life is almost over at 42 years old

Yet mentally he feels like he is 62 and his life is over

Instead of having beautiful mind  and awaking breakthroughs

I am having break downs

I am tired, no I am exhausted

Putting on a brave face each day like everything if fine

When in fact I’ve had 42 years of people walking away from me

People not caring, people turning their backs on me

All I wanted was just to be loved, yet no takers…